Annoyed

I’m so annoyed right now. I have two essays to write for two different classes and I have no clue what to write about. They’re both due on the same day (next Tuesday). What makes it worse is that one of them is 30% of my final grade and that’s the one that I’m having more trouble with. I have no clue how to even begin to formulate my question to ask my Professor. I took notes in class but he speaks so fast sometimes that I don’t get everything down. I have to ask him about the paper Friday because that’s going to be the last chance and i have to work on it over the weekend. I’m really starting to hate writing essays because I’ve been doing them for 3 and a half years and I’m taking three English literature classes this semester. I just want it to be over with. I keep telling myself that after I’m done with these two papers I won’t have to worry until the end of the semester. I just have little ones between now and the final papers but thinking of these papers, they feel like this huge strenuous hill that I’m going to have to overcome. I’m so restless since I have to write them. I wish I could just get the damn topics clarified in my head already. I feel like my brain is shutting down on me. I’m praying for some divine intervention, for some idea to just come into my head and save me. Usually the topic somehow gets into my head before the due date but I don’t want to have to pull an all nighter. I feel like screaming.